I hate myself

Text: Rozanah Zakaria

Photo: Rozanah Zakaria

Hating to hate = Loving

 

Many a time, I hate myself for being selfless for all the wrong reasons.

I hate myself for letting people 'step on' me many times. Even to forgive when I felt I should have done so, but just to be mocked again, for my honesty was taken as the weakness where people can 'toss' me here and there.

I hate myself for, whenever I feel like having a revenge, it was always turned out to be the other way around. Then again, I was humiliated.

I hate myself for those reasons. How I wish one day, those who did those things to me will get them back from me.

I will always hate myself for I know, I will never be able to do that for as long as I am in the right state of mind.

I hate myself for hating me.

Conclusion:  I love myself to infinity!

*wink*wink*