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Thursday, June 20, 2024

Messy Thoughts

 Text: I am Rozanne


Put everything in writing whenever you experience these messy thoughts. Just so your mind would be clear of the fog, mist and clouds.

Take a piece of paper and a pencil, scribble and write, and pour all thoughts and worries. Then, you crumple the paper & shred or burn it, so those problems will go poofs! gone int thin air.

Try it, and you'll feel relieved!

Common sense

 Teks: I am Rozanne


1. Sebelum buka pintu kereta di public parking, tengok ada kereta sebelah atau tak. Kalau ada, pegang tepi pintu & bukak perlahan-lahan supaya tak tercalarkan kereta sendiri serta kereta orang, that's it. Common sense right?

2. Bila parking, even sekejap, make sure you are not blocking any vehicles, sebab kita tak pernah tahu kalau orang tu ada emergency at any point of time.

3. Sebelum travel long distance, make sure paling penting 2 benda ni kita ensure ada: isi minyak bagi penuh and topup touch and go atau rfid bg cukup, so takdakla la occasions where orang kena beratur panjang at toll booths semata-mata sebab our balance for toll payment tak cukup.

Monday, June 17, 2024

'Black and white' itu sebenarnya 'penuh warna'

 Teks: Rozanah Zakaria

Dulu, my wardrobe penuh warna, macam-macam kaler ada. Tapi, that was in the past. Now still ada those kaler-kaler, but I guess I'm more towards Black & White, tapi honestly especially black outfit la, coz actully I don't fel so secured dengan white, haha!


Maybe age factor, I'm not sure. Tapi satu hal yang aku yakin, as we age, prioriti kita menjurus kepada hal-hal yang lebih praktikal dan pantas, mungkin logik ini tak benar untuk semua orang, tapi untuk aku, ya. I'm a practical person, so I guess bila cara pemikiran kita berubah, gaya hidup kita juga akan dipengaruhi 'secara besar-besaran' olehnya.


So, pendapat aku yang dulu warna hitam atau yang seangkatan dengannya tu 'bosan' atau 'less colour', sekarang is no more applicable to me. I feel more secured with black outfit or things, sebab ia mengurangkan pening kepala untuk memilih. Well, at least itu apa yang aku rasa. Banyak faktor yang mempengaruhi hidup kita ini sebenarnya. Cuma satu hal yang perlu kita tahu, prioriti bagi setiap kita adalah berbeza, jai, sentiasalah ingat untuk hanya jadi diri sendiri, bukan orang lain. Kerna sebaik mana orang atau seburuk mana kita fikir tentang diri kita sendiri, kita takkan pernah mampu lari dari diri sendiri.

Akhir kata, love yourself first in whatever you do!


Lot's of luv from me!

Eid Mubarak.

Sunday, June 16, 2024

Sabar

 Teks: Rozanah Zakaria


Sabar itu balasannya syurga

Jadi pastinya ia tidak semudah itu untuk kau lalui

Namun apa kau ada pilihan di dunia fana ini?

Sejujurnya tidak

Semoga Allah merahmati kita, maka kita tetap terus berjaya menempuhi ujian kesabaran yang tiada batasannya ini.

Amiin.


Sunday, September 17, 2017

I feel good today!

Text: Rozanah Zakaria
Photo: Rozanah Zakaria
I love today as I love this yummilicious cream.

After quite some time.

Today I feel like on top of the world. I feel like having all the time for myself. I started today by doing the house chores, the basic ones, doing laundry and ironing. Done with that, I was browsing the online paper. I prefer the Star Online paper as I like to read what I like. Haha!

Then, I go browsing the mail boxes. I mean, my email. Checking the inbox, I replied a few emails specifically seeking for tips on SPM English paper. So I updated my blog entries with what is required, then replying to all emails; letting them know I've updated my jotting, just for them. 

Well, it feels so good when you know that you have done someone a favour.

May Allah bless them all and may they succeed in their coming SPM examination. Ameen.

Wednesday, September 13, 2017

Expectation

Text: Rozanah Zakaria
Photo: Rozanah Zakaria
  The higher your expectation, the more  
   you will be hurt.

Do not expect anyone to understand you.

For if you believe so, your pain could be unbearable; of shattered hopes.

Keep your expectation just for yourself. 

Love yourself before others; as by doing so, you will spread more love to the universe.


Sunday, September 3, 2017

Life boundaries

Text: Rozanah Zakaria
Photo: Rozanah Zakaria
      Never fear the dark clouds for it       
      reminds you to be prepared of the  
          unforeseen circumstamces.

Whenever life pushes you to the limit, behold the view. Stop, think, rechart your path. Then, just go for it. Never let the boundary set you the limit.

Just go, take the calculated risk, while taking precaution (yet not too much that it will hinder you from moving forward fast), a lil' planning ahead, just do it!

Life waits for no one. Life waits not a second! There's a good reason why it pushes you to the limit. It's the time for you to prove yourself. Not to others, but for your self-satisfaction.

Life live to the fullest!💪🏻

Thursday, August 31, 2017

Aidiladha

Text: Rozanah Zakaria
Photo: Rozanah Zakaria
       Sacrifice comes in many shapes.

Eidul Adha or the celebration of the day of sacrifice. What do you sacrifice yourself?

I believe there's something in us we should always sacrifice. As when I studied Economics at IIUM, to gain something, you have to forgo something. That's the rule. I believe that applies well in our lives too.

As SPM examination is coming in a couple of months, what a student should sacrifice? What about sacrificing 5 hours a day for your revision?

As a person, living our daily lives, what do we sacrifice to get something we badly want? For me, I'd rather put on hold buying that shiny Mac (sigh!😪) just because I long the warm feeling of the Maldives sand.😍. Well, I call that sacrifice.

These are just some instances. What about you? What are you willing to sacrifice to get something you really want? Or should the question be, are you willing to sacrifice, if at all, in the first place? Forgetting all the comfort for the sake of something you have been longing for?

The answer is yours! 

 Eid mubarak everyone!😍

Thursday, July 13, 2017

Crazy

Text: Rozanah Zakaria
Photo: Rozanah Zakaria


Life sometimes can drive you crazy. You can choose to go with the flow or to just go against it. Whatever your choice, do it to the best of your interest and your loved ones.

It's easy to say, hard to do it. Yet, never stop striving for the best.

Sunday, June 18, 2017

Do you find me

Text: Rozanah Zakaria
Photo: Rozanah Zakaria
                       I am here.

Hey! Do you find me?
Here?

Do you see me?
As busy as a bee.

Do you find me yet you lose me?
Do you lose me, yet we are together?

Do you find me, in your heart?
Do you find me in your soul?

You have the answers.
I have them too.

Yet, choices are laid before our eyes to be chosen from.
You choose what you longed for,
I will do mine.

😍

A tough life ahead, indeed


Text: Rozanah Zakaria
Photo: Rozanah Zakaria


Every day, life gets tougher.
Yep! True enough when they say,

'when the going gets tough,
the tough gets going'.

The question here,
how tough can we be?;
how tough can I be?

At times, I feel like 'enough is enough'; yet at another,
I feel like fighting it back,
with whatever it takes,
no matter what comes my way,
with all my might.

Well, no matter how;
no matter what;

THINK and ACT!

The decisions to life is in our hands!

Let's do it now!

Until then, I am Rozanne. Bye! 

Wednesday, March 29, 2017

Live life

Text: Rozanah Zakaria
Photo: Rozanah Zakaria

Live is a choice.
You choose;
you make decisions;
you bear the consequences.

You are what you do,
what you decide to be.

Let's embrace life in our own unique ways,
thus making this world a place of comfort for everyone.


Wednesday, January 4, 2017

What a life

Text: Rozanah Zakaria

What a life, if it is full of sorrow
What a life, if there's no room for grow
What a life, if hatred is making us slow

What kind of life, are we looking for?


Challenge

Text: Teacher Rozanne
Photo: Teacher Rozanne

Nothing come without a challenge.
Be bold.
Be a gentleman.
Face it.
Move on.
Leave behind whatever is hindering you from moving forward.
Time is too short; too precious to keep complaining.
Find the best solution.

That way.
You move forward.

Good luck!


Saturday, December 24, 2016

Charting your path.

Text: housesofmuses.net

Photo: Rozanah Zakaria




"If you want something you've never had, you have to do something you've never done."

Wednesday, September 7, 2016

A parent's responsibilities.

Text: Rozanah Zakaria

As a parent myself, aku rasa kalau anak aku ada masalah disiplin, aku yang patut disiplinkan dia di rumah, sebab? Aku parent dia.

Kalau anak aku kurang adabnya, aku rasa akulah yang patut ajar adab pada anak aku, dengan menunjukkan contoh teladan yang baik. Sebab? Aku parent dia yang mempunyai akhlak, kecuali la kalau aku 'sangat-sibuk-sebab-aku-ada-jawatan-dan-pangkat-besar-mana-ada-masa-nak-belek-anak-aku-sendiri', so sebab tu aku akan cari siapa yang boleh aku 'black sheepkan' untuk letak kesalahan tu?

Kalau anak aku ada masalah, aku rasa aku yang patut disisi dia dan guide dia. Sebab? Aku parent dia, kan?

So kalau anak aku yang seorang @ paling ramai ada yang 13 beradik seibu sebapa pun, sempat ke, tak sempat ke, aku rasa aku kena belek depa sorang2 sebab depa anak aku, kan?

Faham ke mesej ni?

Kalau kita bijak pandai, keluar universiti belaka, itu kerana suatu masa kita telah diberi ilmu oleh guru kita, dengan berkatnya ilmu itu kita pandai.

Dan akhlak kita adalah tanggungjawab ibubapa kita yang telah mereka langsaikan sedari kita di dalam perut ibu lagi.

Jadi sekarang, apa yang buat kita fikir bahawa kita bukan orang yang bertanggungjawab ajar anak kita akhlak itu di rumah, sebaliknya serahkan bulat2 tanggungjawab itu pada orang lain?

Kerana apa?

Kerana kita rasa kaya, kita rasa mulia, jadi kita tak perlu hormat orang yang tugasnya beri ilmu pada anak kita?

Kita rasa, 'kalau aku ajar anak aku lagi pandai dari cikgu tu ajar'?

Kenapa masih hantar mereka ke sekolah jika 'cikgu itu' 'tak pandai' untuk 'memandaikan' anak kita?

Ajar sendiri kan senang?
Kan kita dah maju?
Kan kita banyak duit?
Home-schooling kan jelah anak-anak kita.
Kita lebih hebat dari 'cikgu itu' kan?

Enough said.
I am a parent too...

and the fact that I am a teacher too, it does hurt sometimes, coz, I am an ordinary human being. I am no angel.

You don't have to feel me, you juz have to play your part, we all have to. If there're patches need to be stitched in my life, remember, we all have. All we need to do is to help mend them, not to poke more holes into them.

So this our living is made better for us and everyone else.

Before we all gone back to eternity, gone back to Him.

#iamrozanne
#iamaparent
#iamateacher
#ertihidupdalammemberi
#heycikgupunmanusiabiasa

Boredom

Text: Rozanah Zakaria

Boredom does kill.

It kills your creativity.
It kills your enthusiasm.
It kills your soul.

Beware! Don't let it kills you!

☺️

Sunday, September 4, 2016

Sunday bliss

Text: Rozanah Zakaria
Photo: Rozanah Zakaria


Waking up on Sunday, knowing it's ypur off day, is a bliss.

Happy Sunday all. May Allah bless us all today!


Saturday, August 6, 2016

Catatan dari 5 Ogos 2012 revisited

Sampai di kampung malam Jumaat lalu, ayah tiada di rumah. Mak kata ayah bersama kawan-kawan masjid dok bancuh simen di Masjid.

Sebab?

Nak tampal jalan dari Sungai Korok ke Pida 3 yang sangat daif, semua depa guna duit sendiri, share-share.

Malam tu dekat jam 1 baru kami semua tidoq, taktau ayah balik jam brapa. Esoknya, ayah kata sampai rumah dalam jam 3 lebih, tu pun sebab simen dah habis.

Kata ayah, depa guna tractor untuk angkut simen dan tampal jalan secara manual. Moga ramai yang dapat manfaat daripada usaha ayah dan rakan-rakan.

Jom kita fikirkan sama-sama. Instead of just taking, apa yang kita boleh sumbangkan untuk masyarakat sekeliling kita, bukan saja tunggu dan lihat.

Untuk pengetahuan smua, ayah dan kawan-kawannya bukan kerja makan gaji dan duduk di pejabat berhawa dingin, jadi, pendapatan depa bukanlah mencecah ribuan setiap bulan. Tapi rasa untuk melihat sesuatu yang lebih baik mendorong mereka.

Moga kita yang kebanyakannya bergaji tetap setiap bulan,  sama-sama fikirkan dan lakukan sesuatu untuk komuniti kita, instead of just wait, see and do nothing.

Cerita ini hanya sekadar refleksi diri saya sebenarnya.

Acapkali, setiap yang berlaku di sekeliling kita adalah untuk kita ambil pengajaran buat diri sendiri.

Berbuat baik adalah sangat subjektif, cuma sandaran kita adalah agama. Jadi apa yang baik pada kaca mata agama, adalah sesuatu yang baik buat kita.

Beri makanan kepada haiwan, waima kucing dan anjing terbiar sekalipun adalah amalan mulia dalam Islam.

Bantu ringankan beban sahabat kita hanya dengan menjadi pendengar setia serta memegang rahsianya juga adalah amalan mulia.

Jadi, kita bertindak atas kapasiti masing-masinh. Ikhlas adalah dalam diri sendiri, tidak boleh disukat, hanya kita dan Tuhan yang tahu.

Moga kita sama-sama berada di kalangan orang-orang yang hidupnya sentiasa memudahkan serta menyenangkan hati orang lain; manakala kematian kita kelak, ditangisi makhluk seisi langit dan Bumi.

Amiin.

Wednesday, July 13, 2016

I hate myself

Text: Rozanah Zakaria
Photo: Rozanah Zakaria

Hating to hate = Loving
 
Many a time, I hate myself for being selfless for all the wrong reasons.

I hate myself for letting people 'step on' me many times. Even to forgive when I felt I should have done so, but just to be mocked again, for my honesty was taken as the weakness where people can 'toss' me here and there.

I hate myself for, whenever I feel like having a revenge, it was always turned out to be the other way around. Then again, I was humiliated.

I hate myself for those reasons. How I wish one day, those who did those things to me will get them back from me.

I will always hate myself for I know, I will never be able to do that for as long as I am in the right state of mind.

I hate myself for hating me.

Conclusion:  I love myself to infinity!

*wink*wink*

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